TUMBLR YOU ARE HORNY THIS MORNING SO MUCH PORN ON MY DASH

I don’t…..mind it at all. *casually likes and sobs trying to keep their tumblr semi worksafe*

I just want to feel decent for an entire day; maybe even four hours at a time at least? I can’t stay awake it just isn’t happening. I drank a coffee energy drink an hour ago or so and I’m just feeling absolutely horrid again like I felt before I drank it. 

I can’t get anything done like this…my days go by so quickly because I just..stay awake for a few hours at a time and BAM over. 

Just ugh ugh ugh ugh complaining yes but it’s justified with how awful this feeling is.

DENIED 

Instead I just rolled around for thirty minutes alsdfkjdls ugh. It’s not that late I’m just ‘tired’ but not sleepy and that is the worst thing (nottheworstthingbutyaknow)

…is a pet peeve of mine personally. I hate when an artist that puts their heart into their work and legitimately enjoys what they draw gets snarked or their creations bashed.

It’s usually someone thinks they are so high and mighty that they have transcended in the art world where NONE of their creations could possibly be any less than million dollar quality. No one could possibly have different TASTE to them.

I hate art snark blogs I hate people that judge things that people care about and call them ‘stupid’ or ‘unoriginal’.

Art isn’t about fun anymore; it’s about breaking artists down and trying to set an ideal that everyone has to go by. No character can be for fun; no more silly creations. Everything from your childhood is stupid and should never be drawn again.

Let others do what they want; you aren’t helping them. No one is making you actively search out these budding artists just to make fun of them. Seeing something you don’t fancy isn’t a personal insult to your intelligence.

Fuck people.

I always really just wanted to be entertaining and outspoken to everyone I meet but everything I say comes out so wrong I just shut up and sit down and keep everything back. I have all of this ‘witty’ retorts in my mind but I know that if I tried to say them they would come out in some kind of garbled mess like an alien or something which I mean kinda fits considering all the things I draw. This song is really shitty I don’t like it why do I even have it on my ipod. I won this ipod about man six years ago or more whenever the very first nano came out. I won it in a random make up contest and I don’t even wear make up so I feel like I am not really deserving MAN WHATEVER BUT BUT I have had it for that long and it still works I would never be able to afford any sort of ipod gadget if I hadn’t had won this. It accompanies me on many trips to Virginia which happily I am going to be taking soon; this Halloween actually. My lovely group of friends will be going to Frightfarm and Pennhurst Asylum. It’s pretty hilarious to watch my one friend freak out; she just clings to me the whole time while we go through the attraction and I am laughing the whole time it’s amazing. My bffffffff doesn’t really get scared by it but kinda gets unsettled I can tell by her nervous laughter I find it adorable. I mean it is creepy but I just don’t get scared by things that aren’t real which is why I can watch any horror movie without even flinching. People think I’m a psychopath because I can laugh at some of the scenes in those ‘torture porn’ movies but they are just so over the top I can’t get into them. Halloween is my favorite holiday even though I normally am not able to celebrate it in any way. Kids don’t come to our house because we live out in the middle of the woods and well…yea obviously. We don’t decorate anymore but I really wish we would. I do for Halloween pretty much what I do for every other day of the week; I watch a horror movie marathon. I am always watching horror movies and when I am not watching them I am reading recommendations and reviews of them or watching documentaries about them. Man my hand is starting to hurt and this went into a totally different direction than I thought it would go wowowowow.